the first blog

The date is 13/07/2009. The first day that i start writing. The reason to write? No need to answer that question...The aim to write is clear. The aim is to write my heart out. Their should be something to look back to. something to say what i was thinking. something to develop my thought. Also a intense desire to be noticed. To be looked into. To be thought about or to be listened to. Not desperately but subtly.

how strange are we? we look at others expecting to be noticed....least thinking that someone in some corner must be looking at us too. some eyes might be upon us, craving for our attention. isnt this feeling good? i dont need to know who that person is but then i know that someone cares. that i exist for someone. that i am not a lost soul in a crowd. Too heavy to digest? come to mumbai and you would know! this is the city which has taught me everything but made me struggle for my identity. this city makes you crave, lust and conspire. it makes you think, react and still be calm. it gives you a experience on every step and a feel of nostalgia every time u pass a passed nook and corner.

I am in a strange mood today. feeling focused but blown away. Knowing not to do but still doing something. Wonder where this will lead? Wonder what tomorrow would bring? But then thats for tomorrow to decide and for today to wonder!